Today was such a random day. Besides the fact that I was going to go to the circus, but skipped it. 2 reasons why it was so random…
1) I had received a Facebook message from a friend questioning one of my previous blogs which had talked about my religion. It made it seem as if it was unbelievable that I am Christian, and that I can’t have a connection with Christ nor did I ever. Just because I didn’t really go to church, didn’t mean that I didn’t believe in god nor does it mean I’m not Christian. I didn’t go to church before because every church I went to didn’t really make me feel welcomed nor did it seem like everyone loved each other as they loved Christ. Every church I went to had their little cliques, it was never a situation where everyone really knew each other. Is it that shocking that I have a belief? It’s as if I was being told that I’m too stupid to believe. Knowing that you go to a Christian University, I never knew someone I really believed to be a great friend was so judgmental towards me. Yeah I get it, I didn’t memorize the bible, but I understand the messages that were preached to me. I believed the messages that were preached to me were telling me to grow a bigger heart. I always forgive, I try my best to forgive by forgetting. I’ve been in many fights with my friends yet I always forgave, each time I was being hated on for a reason I didn’t know and being talked about behind my back and being called names over the internet, I always forgave. Even though I would cry for 5 hours till I get a fever or having unbearable thoughts, I would still forgive and I always will. I’m not trying to make myself sound almighty, but I believe I have a big heart. And I believe that you should have a big heart to. It was very unexpected to be called out like that by a fellow friend, making it seem like I’m a culprit and I shouldn’t be able to go to church. And even if I wasn’t Christian? Am I still not able to go to church? What if someone wanted to find out what their belief is? Are you gonna pin them to the ground and not let them explore? I don’t understand. If there’s someone’s belief to be tested, it’d be yours my dear friend.
2) I’m a yelper. I have to say, I love to yelp, it’s fun! But then an hour ago, I just received a message from a man who has no reviews nor does he have any friends. Telling me that I should stop trying to act like a food critic and saying I only write negative reviews, when I mainly give restaurants 4-5 stars… It was funny because he wrote “i.e” and for his example, he could only use Jamba Juice. I wrote a review on one Jamba Juice chain that made both my cousin and my smoothie pretty gross, yet he bags on me how I should ask them to put an X-ray next to the drink to make sure there’s no chunks in it. Seriously what the heck. Maybe he works there or something because I wrote a review for another Jamba Juice store saying how much I love that one… And he attacks me… Very sensitive man as I am pretty sensitive, but aren’t we all? -sigh- So I had no other choice, but to flag him. I don’t want him going around attacking other Yelpers. Not cool.
Oh yes, my mom’s surgery date is set for next week. Finally removing the 6 tumors in her Thyroid. Her body is weak since she already had 2 other surgeries. So I would be so thankful if everyone who reads this could please pray for her, as I will be doing the same. Thanks! <3