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Today was such a random day. Besides the fact that I was going to go to the circus, but skipped it. 2 reasons why it was so random…

1) I had received a Facebook message from a friend questioning one of my previous blogs which had talked about my religion. It made it seem as if it was unbelievable that I am Christian, and that I can’t have a connection with Christ nor did I ever. Just because I didn’t really go to church, didn’t mean that I didn’t believe in god nor does it mean I’m not Christian. I didn’t go to church before because every church I went to didn’t really make me feel welcomed nor did it seem like everyone loved each other as they loved Christ. Every church I went to had their little cliques, it was never a situation where everyone really knew each other. Is it that shocking that I have a belief? It’s as if I was being told that I’m too stupid to believe. Knowing that you go to a Christian University, I never knew someone I really believed to be a great friend was so judgmental towards me. Yeah I get it, I didn’t memorize the bible, but I understand the messages that were preached to me. I believed the messages that were preached to me were telling me to grow a bigger heart. I always forgive, I try my best to forgive by forgetting. I’ve been in many fights with my friends yet I always forgave, each time I was being hated on for a reason I didn’t know and being talked about behind my back and being called names over the internet, I always forgave. Even though I would cry for 5 hours till I get a fever or having unbearable thoughts, I would still forgive and I always will. I’m not trying to make myself sound almighty, but I believe I have a big heart. And I believe that you should have a big heart to. It was very unexpected to be called out like that by a fellow friend, making it seem like I’m a culprit and I shouldn’t be able to go to church. And even if I wasn’t Christian? Am I still not able to go to church? What if someone wanted to find out what their belief is? Are you gonna pin them to the ground and not let them explore? I don’t understand. If there’s someone’s belief to be tested, it’d be yours my dear friend.

2) I’m a yelper. I have to say, I love to yelp, it’s fun! But then an hour ago, I just received a message from a man who has no reviews nor does he have any friends. Telling me that I should stop trying to act like a food critic and saying I only write negative reviews, when I mainly give restaurants 4-5 stars… It was funny because he wrote “i.e” and for his example, he could only use Jamba Juice. I wrote a review on one Jamba Juice chain that made both my cousin and my smoothie pretty gross, yet he bags on me how I should ask them to put an X-ray next to the drink to make sure there’s no chunks in it. Seriously what the heck. Maybe he works there or something because I wrote a review for another Jamba Juice store saying how much I love that one… And he attacks me… Very sensitive man as I am pretty sensitive, but aren’t we all? -sigh- So I had no other choice, but to flag him. I don’t want him going around attacking other Yelpers. Not cool. 

Oh yes, my mom’s surgery date is set for next week. Finally removing the 6 tumors in her Thyroid. Her body is weak since she already had 2 other surgeries. So I would be so thankful if everyone who reads this could please pray for her, as I will be doing the same. Thanks! <3

Sooo yesterday I was supposed to go to my chiropractic, but then right when I finish showering, my brother yells that I’m supposed to meet my mom at Sam’s Club to go with her to USC because they JUST called in the morning that we could come that day instead of 7/29, literally took 50 calls and 1 week for a reply. Wow. Really?

After USC I was hungry so I bought a sandwich from the little stand and a Vanilla Freeze, so yummy! Then we headed to San Gabriel to a Feng Shui store, but it was closed till 2:30pm so we go next door to the “Tek Shing Hang” a.k.a T.S. Emporium which had much friendlier people working in there. Props! After that we headed to this shopping center in San Gabriel, had a 99 Ranch Market. Ughh it was so tiring because my mom would be like “Oh look Becca bookstore!” -runs inside- then I follow, I see something cool and I turn around… she’s gone. Seriously happened more than 5 times. =_= Then I see a Ten Ren’s so I’m like OOH BOBA! But they only sold TEA. o.o and it was conjoined with Tea Station, who took forever! I waited like 15 minutes for a cup of “green boba milk tea”, but before I ordered, I asked my mom, “Do you want boba??” she goes “No!” so I’m like okay~~ Then she ends up drinking all of my boba. Eesh. But I love my mummy either way! <3

Then we headed back to the restaurant where my brother’s girlfriend was helping out. So nice. We headed to Irvine together to watch my brother play tennis with his friends. One of them happened to bring his dog out… SO CUTE!!! I usually don’t like big dogs, but this one was so beautiful! It’s name was “Bentley?” like the car! It was black mixed Labrador/beagle! It was soooo pretty! When you tell it to sit, it has to scooch right next to you and it’ll sit as close as possible without sitting on you. And when it’s happy it wags its tail, but if your standing behind it, it’s pretty painful since it just smacks and keeps smacking you. Ugh I want a big dog now!! I just hope it won’t eat me >.<

After tennis we went to the Jamboree Plaza? To nom on some Tokyo Table! Ordered a “Strawberry Saketini” to share, a martini mixed with sake. Didn’t taste so yummy the Sake they used wasn’t so great, and there wasn’t much of a strawberry flavor, pure alcohol with condensed milk around the glass, but it was missing the strawberries which were promised in the picture :[. I ordered the _____ Poke Salad? Since I wanted to compare it to what I had at Yardhouse. It tasted alright, just raw fish, sauce, and spinach. Pretty good nomz. 

Today went straight to restaurant, passed out on the table, brother left on a date with the gf, then I go to bathroom, come out and cousin and aunt are here. YAY! Then cousin and I watch part of “The Hangover” on my brother’s laptop. All is good.

Just wondering why it’s so hard to communicate with people. The harder I try, the less the person understands. I need a man not a woman. I give my whole heart to love, yet I end up disappointed because the person doesn’t get it. I wish to date a man, who acts like a man, not a woman. I don’t want someone who cries at everything. Nor do I want someone who isn’t caring. It’s so hard to expect someone to just care the minimal, and tell you they love you. I don’t like repeating myself. Yet I have to keep repeating myself everyday. You want me to tell you what I don’t like about you, so I tell you, then you flip out on me and don’t even take in a thing I say. Also when I get over something, and I’m happy, you have to bring it up again to rant on how you don’t like this and that when it was your fault, and then you get pissed off at me, but I have a big question… why do you always have to get mad at me when I’m in front of my friends and family? Why can’t you just talk to me over the phone. I said already, if you got a problem suck it up and we’ll talk about it at the end of the night. But no. So stubborn. All you do is rant about the people around you, yet you do nothing about yourself because you praise yourself as if you do everything right and you know everything. If someone says your wrong, you get in a big fit even though you are wrong and there’s proof, yet you keep stating that your right, even when there is evidence that you are wrong. When I try to help you say “I know ,I know” when you’ve never done it before and I have. There’s nothing I can say or do to make you take in what I say.

I’m just ranting on why is it that no one takes me seriously? It’s as if I’m a joke to everyone. Nothing I say is ever taken seriously. Is it because my voice makes me sound like a 1st grader? No matter who it is I’m always just the “silly stupid girl” that “asian blonde” that knows nothing. Reminds me of when I was younger and liked a boy that made me feel so dumb, “your taking choir? O yea! Your gonna do some art major huh? no wonder, I’m gonna be a doctor. I have no time for that kind of stuff” And I always get judged. He made me feel the worst. “I’m surprised you said ‘Hi’ to me because girls like you, don’t talk to guys like me.” That broke my heart to be thought of so low. It’s sad, but hopefully that’ll change. I shall add that to my prayers list. As the days go on, my heart will just grow bigger till no one will reject my love nor judge me. 

I haven’t posted for 2 days.. Been kinda exhausted lately meaning I’ve been sleeping earlier than usual! :] When I have nothing to do and I get home after the restaurant I immediately get on the computer and start chatting till 3 am, but now since I’ve been doing something during the day time I get exhausted and pass out when I get home. YAY! 

First off.. my parents let my bro and I go home early and have a mini pool party with a couple people and I got to prepare the fruit! I found it so exciting because I could just imagine them munching on it! I sliced up a pineapple and watermelon, prepared some raspberries and  blueberries which I cleaned thoroughly, soaking them in salt water and such. Then arranged them on a tray which I thought looked yummy since it was so colorful and the fruits I picked out were so sweet! But I would have been happier if EVERYONE dug in… they ate a lot, but I was kinda sad that one person just wouldn’t even eat ONE little slice… No matter how much I was offering they were like “no~~ it’s fine” UGH! Just eat the fruit! :[ That made me kinda sad… And the same person wouldn’t eat the pizza I ordered! My brother rushed in saying “when are you ordering food? that person is Hungry!!! ” so i’m like O crap! So I hurry up and order it and set the table and all while everyone was still swimming yet that person wasn’t yet I got no help. Gahhh, I don’t need help, but it would have made me feel so much happier if they would have just ate the food after stating that their hungry instead of feeding on chips… I felt like I hadn’t welcomed the person well enough or something… I tried really hard, but nope. :[

Yesterday too much stuff happened well technically today since I put the post date as 6-20-2010… I wake up in the morning “O crap it’s tuesday, gotta go to the chiropractic”. I hurry up and take a shower, get ready and I’m out of the house and I start my car. Then I “start my car” and I shift my gear to reverse to back out. Finally I backed out onto the street and I switch the gear to drive… that’s when my car stopped moving. Seriously..wtf. Right in front of my own house I was so embarrassed tears started coming out… =_=” Neighbors are just minding their own business not even bother to help, so I was like o.. I shouldn’t bother them. So I call my brother to come back from the restaurant. While I’m sitting in my car this blonde chick comes up to me and is like, “I’m stranded can I borrow your phone?” , I was really hesitant since she was wearing a blue halter top but she didn’t tie it, jeans, and running shoes.. Which made me think she’d run away with my phone, so I was like ughh I can’t say “no” so I just said “gladly”! And she didn’t run away thank god! But seemed like the people who left her there didn’t even care, she wouldn’t call her parents, just her guy friend who kept pretending not to hear her..I guess she didn’t get it. She was there with another friend who I don’t know where he/she was. Then my brother comes and we’re trying to figure out how to jolt my car… So she goes “i’m gonna be back in 5 mins so can I borrow your phone after?” and again I go “gladly!” And she walks away and comes back with a pack of cigarettes…In my mind I was thinking “What the heck? Your stranded and you go buy a pack of cigarettes…” I guess it helped her feel more relaxed, but C’MON. Found out her name was Kristen. My car got jolted properly. Didn’t end up going to the chiropractic since I was late. End of story.

O and good news! After arriving to the restaurant, I found out that my mom had been diagnosed with Lipodermatosclerosis. Which is sad, but it’s still a great thing to know since now we know that she has to be careful. Thank you god! We were first told that it was Morphea from another doctor who did the second biopsy, but after making many trips to USC to see a different Dr., he FINALLY did a biopsy and declared it was Lipodermatosclerosis. Now all we can do is try to keep her off her feet which is kind of hard since she has to work all the time… UGH. I’m so mad I can’t do anything about that.

Then that night I went to a home group bible study at 7:30 pm, it was so touching! Some people from the church went to Iraq or somewhere near it and are preaching to them, but the city they’re in is a war zone where many christians have been murdered, raped, anything awful.. So it was great to be able to pray for their safety! It’s so wonderful how even though the condition is so bad over there they would still go… I just hope they come back safely! Also one of the members who had recently came back from Kenya with her mission group told us about the experience. It was really touching to see how much the group she went with tried their hardest to help the Kenyans, but what they could do only seemed to be the minimal amount.. And also the Kenyans don’t know that their poor, and they live so happily, and the place where the mission group went to was in the outskirts of Kenya since the tribe had been casted out and pushed far away from society… Hearing all this really made me want to go on a mission trip. It seems so inspirational. Well let’s see where I can go with that. 

After worship, we went to “Yardhouse” in Chino. It was so nice! Especially since it was happy hour and the appetizers were half off!! I was recommended to try the “Hawaiian-Poke-All??” I don’t remember, it had raw fish, wontons, wasabi and other stuff. Usually I don’t eat raw fish, but mannnnn it was SOOO BOMB. It was supposed to be $15? But I ended up paying $10 for tip, tax, and the appetizer. 

Ah.. got carried away and wrote wayyy too much. x[

It felt great meeting new people today! I was so nervous, but people are just sooo nice!!! My brother and I went to church, but we went a little late so we decided to wait outside. We ended up going to lunch with the church group at “Pasta de Waraku?” There was this really creepy guy there… He was good looking, but I think he was new because he seemed SOOOOO nervous!!! Felt kinda bad for that fella. 

Besides that finally got to try tea station!!! Wasn’t that good though, a bit too sweet… then passed by class 302!!! Ugh how I drooled~ I wanted to try there shaved ice so bad! But we were running out of time. 

Then I accompanied my brother to Home Depot where we spent what felt like a lifetime there! It was so tiring since he was walking so fast!!! :[ We spent forever in there, yet he ended up only buying a door handle, a zinc plate?, and an acrylic plate. 

Upon arriving at my restaurant, I felt so happy inside! I just wanted to smile and laugh~ Skip around~ haha what a nice day. :]  

It was a very unlucky day for me today…

First of all…I was supposed to go to the beach with my buddies, buttt I ended up not going since parents were like “You go out to much! all you do is play!” =_=

Second.. I went to Lowe’s with my mom and when we were on our way back to my restaurant, her thermos with no cap on, tips over and half of it just fills the seat which had a Lamb fur seat cover, soaking my WHITE SHORTS with this brown coffee crap. God dammit. And it flipp’n BURNED because my butt is sensitive aite? So this is what happens…

Me:”MOM! OW!!!! TT_TT”

Mom:”OMG -sips coffee- IT’s not even hot! you should be an actress!”

Me: -furious- “All you drink is hot stuff! And the skin on the butt is sensitive! That burned like hell! Now what am I supposed to wear?!?”

Mom: “OMG you need to stop acting!”

Me: “Why can’t you just say OOPS MY BAD!!??”

then…we flip out on each other.

Third… while I was surfing the web on my brother’s laptop, i check my phone since it had that text message alert sound.. but when I checked… MY PHONE DIED. Like literally DIED. It’s dead…. So now I don’t have a cellphone.. I think Nokia hates me since my previous phone was also a Nokia, they both did the same thing to me. Couple weeks before or the day I get a new phone it just dies on me… 

Well R.I.P Nokia N95. You were a super ghetto phone, I’ll miss you. You were good to me. 

Yup. Today was very unlucky.

Finally got to eat some KBBQ today for brunchinner!! WOOT! Went to an all you can eat KBBQ place in “Rowland Heights” not Diamond Bar (I always get them confused). I just noticed that I have nooo idea what the restaurant name is. Bummer!!! Well it was delicious, major pork belly fan right here!! Sam Gyul Sal? or whatever. Anyways that’s the only meal I ate all day. That’s right, one sitting and I was full for the rest of the day. What a deal right? 

But besides the wonderful lunch… MY BROTHER GOT A JOB TODAY!!! TEEHEE! After applying to around 19038234575 places he finally got one!! I’m so proud of him! He’s a ___something_____ designer for the cabinet interiors of a plane meaning the planes YOU will be sitting in were designed by my brother! YAY! Also meaning that he’ll be able to buy me presents. Yea that’s right Ricky Wu, my birthday is August 15 if you don’t know. ;] I <3 YOU BRAH. 

But besides all of that stuff, today was a pretty boring day, sitting at my parent’s restaurant chatting with my cousin. Getting phone call from another friend <3. All that’s kept me from passing out at the restaurant is my friend’s itouch which he’s letting me borrow to use his texting app TILL I get my laptop back. Which is soon. Since my cell almost never has reception I guess cause it’s so banged up. Butter fingers!  

<3 Becca

Why don’t people get it that the more they push me to do something, the more I don’t want to do it…? I will drill it in everyone’s head, “art can’t be forced”. I love creating art, yea, but sometimes I just want to take a break… why can’t you understand?? -sigh-

Besides that.. today was a chill day (ironically) since it was blazing hot out… Got to hang out with my friends, too bad one is leaving… great guy who loves his guppies, ha gonna miss that fella. Anyways..we went to Ajisen Ramen!! That place is sooo bomb, guys if you haven’t been there, hit me up, I’ll guide you through the first time ;]. After the ramen, went to go get some boba at Ten Ren’s, where I had an a few amusing/awkward encounters… 

Awkward encounter:

I had to use the bathroom, so I made my way to the bathroom. I pull on the handle and it’s unlocked, so I make my way in till I see some chick looking through her purse (pants on thank god) and I was like “wtf, lock the door”. Weird thing is after I closed the door, you would expect the person to lock it, yet I hear no click meaning she didn’t lock it. Who the hell does that? UGH.

Amusing encounter:

While chatting with my mates, one of my friend’s friend comes in and they start chatting, then another friend comes in and chats with the other. Then all of a sudden another friend comes over and starts smacking my friend on the head and pinching him hahaha, it was a love hate relationship since it was a girl beating up a guy. -beautiful- 

Besides those two encounters, I was wondering why people always just have to stare at you. Like wth. Go into a restaurant and bam all eyes, walk past a restaurant -feels an aura of stares-. Walk to a store -stare-. Ugh creepy. And it’s not a normal stare either, it’s like “o.o” as if they were like “wtf are you doing here?”. When I have never even met them before. God dam. Something else that bugs me is why do people have to keep asking who I’m texting? Or even read what I am texting? It’s like I can’t have my own privacy when I’m talking to someone. Sheesh.

Also I find it amusing how I keep getting darker even though I stay indoors. I seriously think I should try my dad’s suggestion of “buy 20 gallons of milk, fill the tub, and sit in it all day”. I wonder why I can’t be pale, I want to be PALE!!! Yet that has never happened. I was gradually getting lighter, the BAM tan again. Makes me think that life always gives you the opposite of what you want. :[

We ended the day playing Smash bros at my house. Boy was that a fail. I seriously suck at that game. It’s as if the game hates me. Whoever teams up with me should expect that we’ll lose no matter how many kills I get, it never works out for me… -sigh- But I had a great time! I wonder why is it that guys are just so good at games? Always understand it faster than girls. :[ 

O yeaaaa I got a Fuji Instax Mini Camera as a gift from friend. Gahh I felt so bad to accept it.. I didn’t want to because it’s so much money, but if I didn’t then my friend would have started a fit. So I decided to let someone else open it for me. Weird right? But made me feel better. 

I think I wrote a lot today… o’well. <3

Haven’t posted in a while. Been lazy, as usual. 

It has been a pretty good week. 

From watching fireworks from the rooftop to eating hot pot. 

But I still believe summer is too long… :[

Today I have many questions to ask.

1) Dear summer, why are you so boring?

2) Why don’t you understand that I dislike you being with her?

3) Why do I get yelled at by my “friends”?

4) How am I supposed to know every little detail about you?

5) Is it really offensive to say “NO” to a “yes or no” question?

6) Why is it that I can talk back to my family members, but not to my “friends”?

7) Seriously, did I do anything so harmful to you that gives you the right to keep bitching at me when I did nothing to you?

8) Why do you always make everything so complicated?

9) Is it true that if you text someone, that means you like them?

10) Why is Hagen Daz Chocolate Ice Cream in a cone so irresistible?

Ugh… the list of questions I would like to ask would go on and on, so I’ll stop there. Main thing is, when I give it my all to help someone, they take it offensive and start bitching at me. Also, I dislike the fact that I am told by someone that he/she likes it when people tell him/her what they dislike/like about him/her, but how come when I tell you “stop” I don’t like it, you continue to go on? It’s funny since your older than me, yet you act more immature than me. The world is filled with hypocrites, as I may be a hypocrite at times too. -Sigh- Enough of the nonsense, back to my day. :]

So today I watched about 2-4 more episodes of “Hi my sweetheart!”. But right when I finished one episode, I got the sudden craving for some “Hagen Daz Chocolate Ice Cream”, which was waiting for me in the freezer… BUT there were no more CONES! MAN! Of course I’m not talking about that ugly looking waffle cone! BUT!!! Those ghetto childish cones that come in a pack of 18 COLORED cones (PINK, GREEN, AND BROWN!) at Ralphs which is currently on sale at the deal of 2 for $3!!!! Even though the regular ghetto childish cones go for 10 for $10 as a pack of 12, WHO WOULD BUY THOSE UGLY CONES!?! When you can have the cute fugly colored ones??? -Sigh- Since I love ”Hagen Daz Chocolate Ice Cream” so much, but ONLY ”Hagen Daz Chocolate Ice Cream” IN A GHETTO COLORFUL CONE, I decided to invest in a $12 ice cream scooper! The reason why it was such a good investment was because the scooper part is 1/3 the size of a regular ugly scooper and is perfectly round! So when I scoop up the ice cream, and squeeze the handle, the ice cream plops down perfectly into the bottom of the cone. Making any ice cream experience the best one ever! 

With my new handy dandy ice cream scooper, there are many other functions I may use it for, such as:

1) Making spherical fruit balls.

2) Strengthening your hand muscles.

3) Making little SUSHI balls.

4) Flaunting the stain-less steel off!

5) Putting it on your nose!

See? Like I said, good investment RIGHT?!? :D

My cousin and buddy came over the my restaurant today with Ten Ren’s Boba! So my dad tells me to cut the watermelon he bought in the morning. I was so excited since I decided to make it into a fruit basket. It only took me about 30 minutes to cut and scoop out all the watermelon flesh with my HANDY DANDY scooper. (See?!? Told you it was a good investment! X])

Thinking about my day makes me wonder how fat I’ll be by the end of summer.

.____________.

-sigh-

=___=” 

Today I started my day by sending out a text to everyone wishing them a “Happy 4th of July”. I tend to always send out a mass text for every holiday because wishing someone to be happy makes me happy. 

Since it was Sunday, I had to wake up early in the morning at 8 AM and get my butt to the restaurant with my Mom to help set up and open up the restaurant. While my dad and brother went to church. But that didn’t matter because I was looking forward to a great day at home!

The original plan was that my brother and I were supposed to go home and meet everyone at 12pm, but things got delayed since the fishes were infected with parasites called “Ich” (Basically they enter the fishes body and use them as a food source till their food source dies, then they come out and feed on another fish. You can tell if your fish has this disgusting parasite if you see specks of white salt looking dots on the fishes fins.) This caused my brother to go out and spend $100 on medicine for the 300 gallon fish tank. All this delayed us to get home at 1pm.

After everyone gathered at my house, we decided to play some super smash brothers brawl, which was fun, then we ate the 4 big boxes of shrimp fried rice my dad had made us. Then finally swimming! I don’t get how people swim. It’s so hard to keep myself up, I had very hard time paddling, but a great time drowning. =_=” We swam for a couple of hours then we all went to go shower one by one while I made another watermelon basket and ordered pizza!

While the pizza was coming, we continued to play more brawl. When the pizza arrived, we were all so happy, because we had been so hungry! The pizza was delicious as always (DOMINO’S <3!!!!). We watched the movie “kick-ass” which turned out to be the total opposite of the title. 

The movie contained violence that was truly disturbing. A guy wanting to be a superhero and getting stabbed? To an 11 year old girl getting shot by her dad with a bulletproof vest? Then the girl kills a group of gang members? And her dad gets burned to death? It was so wrong in many ways. 

After the movie, we lit some sparklers which was super fun! The last time I lit sparklers was when I was about 5. I forgot how pretty they were. 

After the sparklers, we decided to play more brawl while eating the watermelon basket and chips with sour cream! It was so fun my teammate and I sought vengeance to the other team, and we prevailed! 

It was truly an amazing day.

:]

Thanks everyone. <3

Today was a mighty fine day. Boring, as all summer days are, but mighty fine. 

One of the reasons why it was so great was because someone bought me some Mixed fruit milk tea with tapioca from Phoenix! I don’t recall the actual name of the drink except the fact it comes with watermelon in it. Whatevs, it’s pure delicious. 

I watched the first 10 episodes of the epic K-drama “Cinderella’s Sister” each week a new episode came out, but after my laptop broke down on me, I quit keeping up. So since all the episodes had came out by the end of last week I decided to watch the final episode today (episode 20). It was a great ending, one that had almost made me cry, BUT I held it all in. It was beautiful, 2 step sisters finally admitting how much they really loved each other as a family, embracing in a big hug, with the deceased father’s soul wrapped around them. Simply wonderful.

Also watched the last episode of a J-Drama, that was ridiculous. I don’t get why it is that J-Dramas are so weird. They’re good, but so weird. It’s like anime that came to life. Weird. It’s called “Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge”….WTF?!?! You can tell it’s a ridiculous drama just by it’s title. TRUST. Yet I happened to watch the first 5 and the last episode because of summer boredom. Interestingly enough it’s ranked 1 out of 1103… This proves that many people (including me) are weird to be watching such a creepy drama… 

At the moment I started another T-Drama called “Hi my Sweetheart!”, according to my friend, I’m really outdated since it was such a good drama that I had missed. :[ It has my favorite actress in there though, Raine Yang! :] So pretty!

Lastly, my dad found out last week that he has High Cholesterol and is in a big risk of a heart attack or seizure? I don’t know, both are horrible. So my parents have started a daily routine of walking around the whole neighborhood as a daily exercise. So after an hour my parents come home, and my mom shouts my name telling me to bring rubbing alcohol over. Reason being was that a big mosquito had some how crawled into my dads shirt and we are not sure yet, but we think it mite have bitten him. :[ Weird since my dad was wearing a jacket as well. So I rub his whole back with rubbing alcohol, then my brother finally comes over and suggests Vodka! Which was hilarious because we had a bottle of a new unopened Vodka bottle at our house which is 40% alcohol… sweet. Now just have to pray that the mosquito wasn’t so mean and bit my dad. :\

I didn’t even know I had already made a “tumblr” account, which was odd. 

An hour and 24 minutes ago, I had a pretty good day. Boring as hell because it’s summer, but not the usual load of nagging.

I seriously have absolutely NOTHING to do this summer. Quite depressing indeed. Today was nice though because I ate 3 ice cream cones! It’s a sin, but it was just too delicious. Chocolate Hagen Daz ice cream with a pinkish looking cone… It was like entering heaven. :]

Also, someone made me feel extra special today by placing really pretty flowers by my house door. Pink roses with pink glitter, who would have ever thought of that? 

The only downside of today was that my madre went to the Doctors for a check-up for her 6 tumors in her throat… Not so pretty. The Doctor stated that they were not “good tumors” so she’d have to go under the knife to get them out… Boy do I feel sorry for her. She’s already had 2 surgeries for her brain tumors, yet she has to forgo another? She works 363 days a year with no breaks….life is unfair… Also she’s currently growing something on her left leg, she’s already received an MRI and 2 biopsies, yet she has to soon receive another biopsy. Good thing is that the MRI’s stated that the hard bumps were not tumors, yet making the Doctor again unable to give my mother a correct diagnosis. My, my, what is this?

Life is depressing, but being depressed will only drag our loved ones down with us. 

Tomorrow is a new day.